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II.

Fai’s POV


My wrist moved slowly.

My body leaned forward carefully.

I looked up at the one standing in front of me.

I recognized your figure.

Then

I put on my usual mask as I opened my mouth for speech.

„Ohayoo Kurogane”

Lie

Anxiety

Escape

„Don’t move”

Shock

Anger

Solitude

„I won’t run away”

Fear

„I said, don’t move”

Fury

Hate

Loneliness

The look in your eyes, when you glanced down at me.

Those short, but painfully epigrammatic two sentences that you gave to me.

„Don’t move”

Your response to my cold attitude.

„I said, don’t move”

After all this, why are you still worried about me?

„Don’t move”

Please, don’t look at me with those eyes!

„Don’t move”

After my untrue and cold smile, I am just not worthy of your unreservedly worried, warm words.
...

Kuro-rin, Kuro-tan, Kuro-puu, Kuro- pii, Kuro-sama, Kuro- wanko, Kuro-run

...

Hehe, the nicknames.

I never called anybody by nicknames before you.

You hated them, didn’t you?

You detested them, didn’t you?

You never liked them at all, did you?

„Don’t move”

Then why... why did you glance at me like that?

It was my fault 'cause I had crossed the line!

In my life I did things and then felt sorry about the outcome, but it was okay... I never regretted them, 'cause I can’t turn back!

I have to go forward!

I have to run!

I have to escape!

From now on I have to hide myself even from you!

I just hope that you will not follow my footsteps. That you will not care about me anymore!

I just hope that...

„Don’t move”

...this decision I made now...

„I said, don’t move”

...will not be regretted.

Kuro-...


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