Chapter 3: Breathing (by Bra-chan, added on 2006-10-05 09:15:47 AEST) [Discussion Topic]
Fai - bold
Kuro-tama - bold and italic
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III.
Breathing
It all happened suddenly. Out of the blue a bunch of big and ugly monster attacked the camp, where the little group was resting. The piched battled became harder and beyond possibility as the number of the unknown creatures increased.
Everyone had to fight because every hand was needed. The blond mage hadn't completely healed yet, sometimes suffering from painful headaches - but according to Subaru it was normal in his current state. A moment later Fai was separated from his comrades and found himself surrounded by a group of huge monsters, completely alone. His agility and ingenuity haven't disappointed him until a sudden dizzyness came over him and made him lose his balance. By the loss of alertness he didn’t notice the big monster that was about to stab the mage to death with his fangs from behind. By the time he sensed the creature’s attack, it was already too late. The spiked fang would've pierced right through his head if a familiar katakana didn’t interfere. Kurogane countered just in time.
Fai stared at his sudden rescuer with one wide eye, and he saw blood everywhere. Since the ninja was too busy with the monster in front of him while chaos ruled that part of the desert, Kurogane didn’t sense the other good-looking monster that sneaked up from his left, preparing to cut the ninja's right leg open. After the awkward accident the warrior’s condition worsened, his blood-loss increased. Kurogane glanced at the mage, who was in a state of shock. His blue eye starred dazedly into nowhere and his body refused to move. There was no time left. The ninja noticed a narrow gap on a nearby cliff. Now or never situation! Kurogane grabbed the delirious blonde and slipped themselves into the opening - just in the nick of time. Since the gap was too small for the creatures, they couldn’t follow the two men.
The moment Fai's back hit the wall, he came to his senses.
Leaning against the cliff, he watched the ninja who was supporting himself against the wall above him, trying to catch his breath, while blood wouldn't cease to pour from his right leg. Kurogane lifted his gaze to meet Fai’s, watching carefully the pale blue eye filled with dread. None of them spoke.
Slowly, the black-haired man’s lips drew nearer to the mage. Fai could feel the ninja’s every breath on his face. His eye was still wide open. Then Kurogane leant further to the mage’s left and whispered five words in his ear.
Five words that left the blonde breathless. Five words that made his eye grow even wider.
Then Kurogane’s forehead reached Fai’s shoulder, and unconsciously he fell on top of the thinner man’s body. The blonde collapsed. He was crumpled near the ice-cold wall with the senseless and warm body in his arms.
He began speaking to himself with a painful smile:
No, it can’t be... this is not a teardrop...
...these are not tears...
This is sweat!
Exudation!
I am not crying!
These can’t be my tears.
I don’t even remember the last time I cried, if I ever did at all.
Come on, smile!
Smirk!
Laugh!
These are not tears!
They aren't!
This is not like that!
This is not!
This is...
’ I don’t need your forgiveness ’
Love.
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The last chapter's title: My place in this world n.n
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